Four Months Post-Op-plus a thank you!

Wow, four months has gone bye and life is so very normal! Never thought that a normal boring life would be such a blessing! I am now running 3.2 miles daily and am debating about being in a 5K this Saturday to celebrate. I have always loved to run and boy is it much easier without a hole in the heart and a normal oxygen level. I feel so empowered when I run and always have. I'm actually debating on being in a triatholon next September. Well, it sounds like a good idea in my head. I'll let you know next year!
Well, in the two months since my last post of course my life perspective has changed yet again. I guess that's why I call this a journey. I no longer have any feeling of guilt. I discovered that, "yes" we all have a purpose big or small. I guess I assummed that I had to do something miraclous because of the gift of life I've been given back. But, I've realized that SMALL encounters can contribute to a BIG purpose. What do I mean? Well, if Dr. Yuh saves another life and learns from my case he's just saved not only that person, but by saving that life he has effected everyone that surrounds them. I had three out of my four main doctor's state they have either learned something from my case or stated,"their eyes are now much more open." I had one doctor actually say, I'm sorry, I should have listened." Was I mad? No, I was actually shocked he said that. All I said was, "Thank you, now learn from me." Or my story might just cause someone to finally go to the Doctor(just like another caused me to finally pick up the phone).
I've learned that we can empower each other. Words and comfort go a very long way. I always was worried that I wouldn't say the right words to someone that was hurting or in pain. But, I know 100% something is better than nothing. I actually had a couple of friends disappear during my illness. At first I though, "wow, they must have not been a really good friend, What did I do?". Later, I had a friend call and say,"I'm sorry, I was scared! I couldn't relate to what you were going through and I thought you might want to be left alone." Never, does anyone want to be left alone. Not only did God help me through this ordeal, but you my friends were my empowerment! It never failed that when I was starting to feel a little down the phone would ring or I would get a simple text. Most of the time it was simple words like, "I'm thinking of you or I'm here if you need me." Those are some of the best words to hear when you are down! If anything I have learned to lean and cherish my friends much more. I love you all so very much!Still, even today I receive phone calls or texts on how am I feeling. I love the encouragement you all give for me to achieve all of my goals and dreams. You all are one of the reasons I am here today. I owe you the biggest thank you for helping me make it through! My friends and family are my inspiration and will continue to be!!!!